Sunday, April 30, 2006

This situation gets to me

Rescuers have spoken to two miners trapped underground for five days at the Beaconsfield mine in Tasmania's north. Crowds are gathering at the mine site as efforts continue to bring Todd Russell and Brant Webb to the surface.

At this stage the condition of the two men's unclear. They were trapped one kilometre underground after a rockfall on Tuesday night, caused by a minor earthquake. Read more...


T was down a pit today. It's only occasionally that he goes down the mines for tours, or other things related to his job. Rationally, I know he (and his company) is very safety conscious, but things like this happen.

The fact that the mine in the above article happened to be a gold mine just brings it a little closer to home than I'd like. I'm more than grateful that he's not a miner or doing some other job that requires him to be underground more often than not.

I appreciate the fact that the bad things he's likely to run into daily only (ha!) include getting bitten by a snake/spider in the middle of nowhere, getting dehydrated in the middle of nowhere, hitting a kangaroo at 120kms an hour, or other fun stuff like that. :-p

I feel for the family who lost someone this week. I can also imagine the relief of the families who just found out their guys are ok.

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Blogger issuational said...

I was in shock last night when I heard they were alive...and I agree I really feel for the family of the guy that didn't make it.

7:03 am  
Blogger consise10 said...

Yea disasters like this can be overwhelming,especially when they are splashed all over the front pages of newspapers. So lucky to have survived, but not yet freed. Impossible to imagine.

11:48 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Issuational, thanks for dropping by. I've read your blog before. :-)

Consise, nice to see you back and hope you 'found' what you needed while you were away.

I'm really not liking the whole news circus about this rescue. They're making such a big deal out of it...and bringing in the guy who helped rescue Stuart Diver?...not necessary. That was an above ground rescue and totally different from this one....and how many 'experts' do they need standing around giving 'advice'? These guys are still in real danger of having the rock collapse on them. It'll only be time to celebrate once they're above ground.

/end rant.

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Friday, April 28, 2006

Brain strain

Random thoughts. In no particular order.


If tears could build a stairway
Moving


Al-anon









RelationshipFinances



Phone complaint

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Blogger SJ said...

Eight grand on phone calls????!!! Fuck me sideways!! Who you calling?!?!?!

8:51 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

LOLOL that's not my bill, although I wouldn't be surprised! I just found that pic online and thought it was more than appropriate.

9:01 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

Thank GOD! I also thought it was yours. Eep! I love the moving boxes too. Haven't caught up yet but I'm hoping everything was resolved and in a good way, for you. Hugs,
a

6:38 am  
Blogger SJ said...

Aaah. I was fooled because it was an Optus bill :)

Of course you bill is only six grand haha...

7:53 am  
Blogger ezri.blue said...

LOL you had me going so hard for a minute. Eight grand. Although... my ex racked up twenty thousand on phone calls to me while I was still in Australia (before my trip to the US). Needless to say he couldn't pay it off, so he had to file bankruptcy. Doh.

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Thursday, April 27, 2006

Filling time

Got this from Risible Girl

I AM:
procrastinating and currently uninspired
I WANT: to work in a job that's more fulfilling than this
I WISH: I could articulate my thoughts *at the time* I need to and not take so long processing them first
I HATE: ignorance and arrogance
I MISS: Sara and my niece
I FEAR: not taking chances because of fear
I HEAR: my fearless offsider talking
I WONDER: if 'love' is so subjective, how does anyone really know what it is?
I REGRET: nothing. I am sad that some circumstances have happened, but everything I've done has brought me to where I am.
I AM NOT: a party animal
I DANCE: nowhere near as much as I'd like to
I SING: All the time
I CRY: when I get emotional about something....happy or sad
I AM NOT ALWAYS: tidy
I MAKE WITH MY HANDS: mess in my house. Can't blame anyone else for that, unfortunately.
I WRITE: poetry and short stories
I CONFUSE: T a lot, I think
I NEED: to take life less seriously sometimes
I SHOULD: drink more water and eat better
I START: thinking too much when I allow myself too much time to think
I FINISH: my cup of tea while it's still hot
I TAG: anyone who has nothing better to blog about right now.

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Blogger Ann Marie Simard said...

Hi E -

and thanks for commenting and visiting my site.

I love these "talking to myself" questions and answers ... I have done it quite often too.


Do participate to the BE credit contest!

Nice writing here. I am blogrolling you for the honor of your several visits, I am not expecting a return link or anything... wait until I change my template!

This was fun!

Ann Marie

12:44 am  
Blogger Pittchick said...

I like your list. I may grab that for a future blog!

1:40 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

I SAY I SAY I SAY: How do you start a pudding race?

2:49 pm  
Blogger consise10 said...

I`m the same with hot Tea. If it`s warm it`s better off down the sink !

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Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Quiet remembrance

I arrived at the Shrine of Remembrance a little late, because it took me a long time to find a car space. I ended up having to walk quite a distance and was amazed at the number of people there for the ANZAC Day Dawn Service. The most striking thing about it all? It was cold and dark and there were so many people that you couldn't make your way through the crowd...but it was silent. Not a sound. So much so that it was eerie.













This is the eternal flame.


The sun hadn't come up when I got there, and there was a new moon in the sky that just seemed so right. Nobody spoke while the service was on and everybody sang the national anthem near the end. That surprised me in a good way, considering we're prone to making fun of our national anthem.

When I went a couple of years ago, there were a lot of families. This time, there were families, but also young couples, lots of people taking photos, but what I thought was really great, was the number of groups of young guys - late teens to early 20s. This was 6am, before sunrise and on a public holiday. Young guys don't usually get out of bed in those circumstances unless it's on fire. Made me proud, in a way.

As usual, I took lots of photos, but they're not fantastic because there wasn't a lot of light. I got some good sunrise shots, but they don't come close to showing how amazing the sunrise really was. I'll post about 30 pics (I took about 85, plus video!) to my other blog sometime during today.

I didn't stay to watch the march. I couldn't find my gloves and my hands were getting so cold that it was quite painful, so a couple more hours in the cold wasn't looking appealing. I'm not sure if you can tell from the photos, but my fingers were so red. I've been in the snow and my hands didn't hurt so much as they did this morning.


























In Flanders Fields

In Flanders fields the poppies blow
Between the crosses, row on row
That mark our place; and in the sky
The larks, still bravely singing, fly
Scarce heard amid the guns below.

We are the Dead. Short days ago
We lived, felt dawn, saw sunset glow,
Loved and were loved, and now we lie
In Flanders fields.

Take up our quarrel with the foe:
To you from failing hands we throw
The torch; be yours to hold it high.
If ye break faith with us who die
We shall not sleep, though poppies grow
In Flanders fields.

The name of John McCrae (1872-1918) may seem out of place in the distinguished company of World War I poets, but he is remembered for what is probably the single best-known and popular poem from the war, "In Flanders Fields." He was a Canadian physician and fought on the Western Front in 1914, but was then transferred to the medical corps and assigned to a hospital in France. He died of pneumonia while on active duty in 1918. His volume of poetry, In Flanders Fields and Other Poems, was published in 1919.

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Blogger SJ said...

Looked cold :(

10:17 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Six degrees! SIX!!
But it was worth it. 30,000 people were there!

10:32 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Sounds like a lovely ceremony. Albeit quite cold!

7:04 am  
Blogger monica said...

OMG, your fingers look swollen from the cold, too!!! Sounds like a moving way to spend the morning. :)

1:10 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

They were, M! When I first looked at the pics, I was like, "Oh no! It looks like I have fat sausage fingers!" Yep, they swelled up a bit!

1:18 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

Brrr...... Your hands look frozen!

That's a cool poem too.

a

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Monday, April 24, 2006

Well, how about that!

Tis the next stage in the battle with my phone company. I received a letter this afternoon from the telecommunications ombudsman.

"I have forwarded your correspondence to a high level complaint handling area at [company]. This will give [them] a final opportunity to resolve your complaint directly with you..."

I'm a little amused with the fact that they italicised 'high level complaint handling area' for emphasis. My idiot phone company now has two weeks to respond and attempt to resolve the issue. In the meantime, I'm not required to pay my bills. The skeptic in me thinks that the left hand won't talk to the right hand and they might try to restrict my services, but we'll see what happens.

In another show of stupidity, the same company mailed me a brochure today offering me a month's free trial of their broadband internet service......which I can't get in my area.

Stay tuned!

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

Just dropped by to catch up. Seems the world is still well there. A few problems mixed with a few pleasures. Glad your tie with T was nice.

5:11 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

damn that m it is always sticking, lol

5:13 am  
Blogger kT said...

I'm so glad that the companies I pay for services have enough money to send brochures for services I already have and pay for or for services not offered in my area.

May your phone company's policy makers and muckety-mucks all experience painful hemorroids.

4:58 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Rich!! I've wondered where you've been. Hope you're doing ok!

kT, I hope so too!

1:25 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

I love KT's response about experiencing painful hemorroids. lol

Hope it all works out. What a pain in the a$$, huh?

a

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Reflection

It would make sense, seeing that I don't really feel like I have anything to write about, that I just wouldn't write. However, the frustration of not being able to properly formulate the thoughts in my head, has driven me to just start typing and see where it leads.

I did business with Ian yesterday and acquired an exercise bike. After trying for a ridiculous amount of time to get it into my car (for how long exactly does one try to fit a square peg into a round hole, before they give up?), we managed to make it fit...sorta. Of course, we picked a fabulous time to do this, and I drove off just as the rain started, with plastic bags (and a cool little red flashy light thing) covering the electronics.

But my luck turned, and I got it home, inside and assembled just as the Biggest Loser started. So I peddled away contentedly while I watched, rather than sit on my butt, on the couch, in training for what should be the next reality show - The Fattest Arse. Said fat arse is feeling the effects today, but not as badly as I expected. A good sign, I'd say. By the end of the week though, I'm sure I won't be able to feel my legs at all.











Tomorrow is ANZAC Day. I anticipate dragging myself out of bed in the middle of the freezing night and heading to the city to go to the dawn service. I went a couple of years ago and despite the cold and the dark - and the rain, it was awesome. I hung around for the march and ended up hanging out watching the parade with an older Navy Officer who was there by himself (well the rest of his group had duties, but he was recently transferred, so he just went along to watch). I doubt I'll stick around after the service this time though. Lack of sleep and a general feeling of blah I have right now will probably see me going home after the breakfast, and straight back to bed.

I have an overall sense of frustration with things at the moment. It's not one thing in particular, and it's not everything. I'm feeling flat. I know it's more to do with my thinking than anything else and I know I have to find a way to get myself into a better head space. The trick is figuring out the why, before I can work on the how. For various reasons, I haven't been to Al-anon for a couple of weeks. Hopefully I'll find a way to re-balance and re-focus tonight.

I am so tired. Sometimes I wish I had a hyperactive disorder, rather than a sleep disorder. At least then I'd be too busy doing stuff to think about stuff.

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Blogger SJ said...

That dude glared at me as you drove away, by the way :)

I like your idea for the reality TV show - imagine people getting on stage, hoisting their buttocks in a sling and hearing "Last week your arse weighed 65 kilos. This week it weighs..." :)

4:47 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Yeah, probably because he was pissed coz he wasted all that petrol idling his car while he waited. He coulda got out and helped us if he wasn't a jerk.

And if my arse weighed 65kgs, I'd kill myself. LOL

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Saturday, April 22, 2006

Sometimes...

...the world has to almost completely crash down around you, for you to look around at the pieces and put them all back together again...hopefully better than before.

4 Comments:

Blogger SJ said...

Very poignant, Eve... very pensive as well...

9:08 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Lovely thought...and lovely picture too. Hope things aren't crashing too hard...

12:11 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

I'm glad I took that photo in black and white. It has much more mood attached to it than the colour shots.

3:50 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

Great photo, and yes, it's unfortunate that we hit bottom before we pick up the pieces and put things back together. I wish sometimes, I would have figured it out before I got to that point...

a

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Thursday, April 20, 2006

Trippin' out

T and I had an awesome few days together. There were a few trying moments, but that's ok. We sorted them out for the most part, and I think a lot of it was/is anxiety about me moving. I put some down to that and some down to....eh, just normal stuff.

The weather wasn't brilliant at times, although mostly we were lucky. I thought it wasn't too cool. T thought it was super cold, and that kinda amused me. He'll get his own back when I move there though, coz I will be complaining about the heat, I'm sure!

We (well, he) spent an insane amount of money on books. I think we both have a bit of an addiction and we would have bought twice as many books as we did if we didn't restrain ourselves. As it was, he had to leave the last book he bought with me, because there just wasn't room in his luggage.

On Monday night, we went out to dinner with some of my girlfriends and their husbands. T seemed comfortable with everyone and they liked him, so I am pretty happy about that.

As usual, I took lots of photos, however it was overcast and rainy at times, so some pics aren't terrific. Also, I have to figure out how to not over-expose photos in bright sunlight/glare. Overall, they came out ok, I think.

We made a list of things we need to do in order to get things organised for my move and we've started working on that. Working on it is definitely easier than thinking about it. I've told my dad my plans and he's sworn to secrecy till I'm ready to tell everyone else. He's cool about it, which is nice and really helps.

There's no 'next trip' planned yet, because the boy is unsure of his work schedule. I'm banking on it being on or before mid May. I may lose my mind if it's any longer than that.

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Blogger Mel said...

OMG....... I can't wait for himself to see the photos of the railway lines and bridges and STUFF!
He'll be over the top with it all!

WAY cool photos--I love the wagon shots and the cemetary AND .... GOSH they're awesome!

((((((((E)))))))))))))
I'm so excited about the photos I don't know what to comment about the rest! LOL

1:02 am  
Blogger RisibleGirl said...

Lovely photos missy! I especially love the old cemetary photos (I love LOVE visiting old cemetaries).

You were wondering about how to not over-expose photos? Get yourself some filters- that will help with glare. ;)

1:58 am  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

It's so important that they like your friends and that the friends approve! People like to say, eh, it doesn't matter, but dang it's so much easier when it works out that way!!

Glad you had a good time girly :)

4:38 am  
Blogger kT said...

You've reached The List Stage! Congrats!!!

I'm glad the visit was good.

4:54 am  
Blogger Gary said...

I enjoyed the photos. Thanks.

12:08 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Huh, I see how it is... I'm not invited to dinner because I wouldn't have a date :(

Oh woe... *sigh*... always destined to be left out and lonely...

*deeper sigh*...

4:52 pm  
Blogger Mel said...

Pshaw, Ian--they'll serve peas and you'll have an instant date.

;-)

(couldn't NOT take that opening! LOL)

7:29 am  
Blogger SJ said...

I don't eat peas - not since working in a pea factory as a student :(

8:03 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Mel - the wagons and the railways made me think of you guys.

RG - we'll drive past a cemetary and the boy will look at me and say, "no, we're not going there" before I even say a word. hehe it's a compulsion. :-p

Ang - yep, I even got the 'we all approve' email from the girls afterwards hehe. That was nice.

kT - we're *working* on things on the list! Eeep! LOL

Gary - thanks....and thanks for dropping by again.

Ian - you worked in a pea factory? Huh? We'll have to talk about this!

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I did not teach her this!

She has a serious thing for peas. I don't know where it came from, but all she has to do is see a pea and she goes crazy. If she can't have peas, carrot, corn or beans will suffice, but it's peas that she's completely addicted to. I could put a piece of meat beside a pea and she'd choose the pea. Her sister? Couldn't care less for either.

This is 'her chair'. She sits with me while I eat dinner, every night, hoping I'll have peas and share with her. Tonight, I wanted to eat in peace, so I made her a plate of her own. The video I took is way funnier than the photos, but it is too big to post here.


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Blogger grrltraveler said...

That is TOO cute! I love it.

But you let your cat sit at the table with you during dinner??! lol

hugs,
a

1:09 am  
Blogger kT said...

One of mine really loves bread. Not quite as funny as peas, but still amusing.

4:53 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

A - I have no choice. (well I know I do LOL). As soon as I bought the chairs, she started sitting on the other one as soon as I sat down. It's like she has to be a part of whatever I'm doing...or hopes peas will be offered. LOL

kT - you just reminded me...my other cat goes crazy over vegemite on toast. Haven't tried her with just bread though hehe.

Rae - our web filter here at work reckons that site is porn. LOL I'll have to check it out over the weekend. Thanks! :-) (Good to see you too!)

4:21 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Dude! Your cat peed on the plate haha :)

8:30 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Eve, I don't know about peas, but my cat sure likes the canned pineapple & the juice with it. He also likes French dressing...and sitting at the table, too.

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Wednesday, April 19, 2006

The boxing gloves are out!

Howdy folks, I'm back, but I'm not in a pleasant mood right now, so I'll leave it till tomorrow to update on our trip (lots of photos to upload too!).

No, I'm in battle mode now. You see, the phone company I am so unfortunate to be contracted to has decided to play hardball with me. Last week, they played nice and pretended to come to the party. This week, they've put restrictions on my phone/s....despite me paying what (I thought) we agreed to.

So, I've spent the last three and a half hours typing out a nice little 5 page letter of gripes and a list of ways in which I was mislead and deceived, and that will be faxed to the telecommunications ombudsman tomorrow morning.

I'm almost prepared to go to the point of contacting one of those current affairs shows that thrive on this kind of story...this saga has about driven me that insane.

Now I'm going to go and have icecream and two minute noodles (not necessarily in that order) for dinner. I need comfort food!

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Blogger SJ said...

Sounds like a case for George Negus

5:32 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

George, Mike, Tracy, Ray, Jana....I'll talk to 'em all if I have to! :-p

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Wednesday, April 12, 2006

Two, twenty four, five

Two of us. Twenty four hours till he's here. Five days together. I can't wait!

I took this silly shadow photo when we went fishing, when I was over there last. It's not the most flattering of either of us. Layers of clothing on me pretty much make me shapeless and he looks like he has the world's longest legs. Mind you, I like his long legs. I'd swap mine for his, if I could.
On Friday, we're going to head north to Chiltern, which is an old historic town. Yet again, without realising (because I've never been up that way before), I'm taking him to an old gold mining town. I've done well so far, planning all our trips, by chance, to places where there are lots of rocks and/or gold mines. The boy, being a geologist whose job it is to look for the shiny yellow stuff, has been pleased, to date. I hope it continues.

We'll be there for two days, then back here Sunday, with not much else planned for the rest of the time he's here. It'll be nice to just chill around at home for a while.

I might check in some time tomorrow, amidst all the craziness that is my preparation for a visit. If not, I doubt I'll be around for the next few days, so have a great and safe Easter, and I'll be back with an update on Wednesday.

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Blogger SJ said...

Looking at your shadow - that's the most unfortunately placed rock I've ever seen ;)

11:13 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

IAN! LOL. Trust you to see something like that. I mean, I only read your comments but I have to laugh.

I think it's a very cool photo. I always seem to like pics of shadows for some reason that I can't explain.

The plan for his visit sound good - you both are doing a good job of getting together and sharing the distance, that's great! Have fun and just enjoy him and your time together (meaning: don't check your blog!! lol)

hugs,
a

1:20 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

It's a footprint, but pppfffffffttt, you're right. :-p

8:14 am  
Blogger Sara said...

Hey chica... I hope that you have the most unbelievable time! I miss you...

9:39 am  
Blogger Anonymous G said...

You're off enjoying your time together right about now. :-)

I LOVE this picture! You 2 look tall and terrific.

xo

3:04 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

Glad to see that you stayed away from here while the man is visiting! I hope you are having a great time!

xo

6:35 am  
Blogger SJ said...

I'm BORED!!!! :(

2:10 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

Ha!! Leave it to a man to COMPLAIN about having long legs! And I'd give anything to be able to wear capris without them looking like regular pants...

Ah, the grass is always greener, isn't it? Hope you're having/had a great time!

7:08 am  
Blogger Mel said...

I just MISS you......

*sniffle*

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Family - part 9 - the straw & the camel

I posted about my latest family situation last Saturday. Mum sent me a text message tonight, saying:

R says they didn't see you on Sat night. What happened? Can you meet them this Friday on their way back, at dinner with C & A? Disappointed to miss you. Are you well and happy? xx

On their way back from where?

I replied.
No, because C didn't ring me till 6 on Sat night & it wasn't up to me to invite myself to dinner that everyone organised earlier and didn't tell me about. I was sick on Sun. Nobody phoned to say they were here or to talk, so it looks like they're not so interested to catch up anyway. T will be here tomorrow and we're going away for Easter.


Mum:
I'm so sorry. R really does want to see you but they're way down Wilson's Prom now. C must be more sensitive. Do try to meet them on Fri. xx

Me:
It's not up to C to phone for someone else. If R wanted to see me, she could call. We have accommodation 3 hours away on Friday so we won't be here anyway.

Mum:
A bit harsh. It was a chance for you all to see each other, not a formal dinner party. If you cared, you'd have joined them at the last minute. C was rude to leave it so late to call you.

If I cared??? WTF?

Me:
Maybe harsh, but it's not ok to not be told by the person who says they want to see me then expected me to be free at the last minute. R has never phoned so I stopped a long time ago. She doesn't know me and isn't that interested if she couldn't even let me know she was coming down. That's not C's or your responsibility. I don't really want to talk about it.

Right now, mum will be stressing out, no doubt crying and has probably called one or all of my sisters and my brother, or sent them text messages, at the very least, to see why I'm being so mean.

She probably thinks I'm mad at her. I'm not. I am annoyed about getting second hand information. I'm annoyed that I'm expected to feel guilt over this. I don't. I'm doing what I need to do for me and what is right for me. I considered sending her a message to say as much, but that would do no good.

This is just the start, and there'll be ramifications from my stubborn actions (as it will be determined to be). Might end up being the catalyst for the "I'm moving to Perth" conversation.

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Blogger SJ said...

At least she didn't write "by the way, who's T?"

11:15 pm  
Blogger kT said...

It bugs her to no end that you are outside her circle of power -- her guilt.

Relationships, even family ones, are two-way streets. Some people just refuse to understand that. Enjoy your weekend away.

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Blogger RisibleGirl said...

Gah! This reminds me so much of the dynamics in the step-mother-in-law relationship.

I'm finally putting my foot down, although that doesn't mean it's not going to come back and bite me in the ass.

This stuff is so hard to ignore. It makes me glad that my mom (the other 'issue') is so self-absorbed, because that means that she never notices that I'm ignoring her.

Ick and hugs

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Tuesday, April 11, 2006

A win for the little guy....um, girl

There's something rather satisfying about getting a call from the finance department of your phone provider and telling them that things are going to be on your terms, not theirs.

Yesterday I shed tears of frustration from trying to get answers from yet another person who told me, "they should have explained that when you took on the contract". T was ready to go postal on every person I've ever spoken to at that damn company.

Today I got a call from a woman who said I had to call their finance department. Before I did, I decided I was going to tell them I would pay exactly what I was told I was going to pay each month, and nothing more, and that I was going to complain to the telecommunications ombudsman and if there were any payments we agreed on after that, I'd pay them off after I cancel my contract (early) when I move.

I don't think I've ever dealt with a finance company person before who has actually agreed that I should dispute what I owe and that I should take my complaint further (even giving me advice! ha!).

I'm not completely happy, because this saga is not yet over, but it's the first time in months I feel like I've had a win with these idiots and that's a good feeling.

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

I don't know if you have this over in Aust. but here, before just about every utility phone call is answered, there's a recording saying, "This call is being recorded to provide the best customer service...blah blah blah"...funny how they can never find those tapes when they're insisting we "should have been told" something. Sounds like you made some headway here though! Yay you. :)

10:05 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Yeah they have that here too, 'for training purposes'. When I rang the guy, he said they were just giving me 'a courtesy call'. I laughed and said that was amusing considering the drama they've put me through.

10:13 pm  
Blogger thyst said...

Get'em E! Being on the technical side of telecommunications I sometimes get calls from people that are misdirected. I always wish I could help more, but I have no access to billing or their inner workings.

2:07 am  
Blogger thyst said...

Hey...it could be worse....
.
Man Gets $218 Trillion Phone Bill

Monday, April 10, 2006
KUALA LUMPUR, Malaysia - A Malaysian man said he nearly fainted when he recieved a $218 trillion phone bill and was ordered to pay up within 10 days or face prosecution, a newspaper reported Monday.

Yahaya Wahab said he disconnected his late father's phone line in January after he died and settled the $23 bill, the New Straits Times reported.

But Telekom Malaysia later sent him a $218 trillion bill for recent telephone calls along with orders to settle within 10 days or face legal proceedings, the newspaper reported.

It wasn't clear whether the bill was a mistake, or if Yahaya's father's phone line was used illegally after after his death.

"If the company wants to seek legal action as mentioned in the letter, I'm ready to face it," the paper quoted Yahaya as saying. "In fact, I can't wait to face it," he said.

3:23 am  
Blogger kT said...

Phone companies BITE, but good for you for finally finding someone on the Inside who agrees with you!

5:23 am  
Blogger SJ said...

Bloody people. Everyone. That's all I have to say today :(

6:25 am  
Blogger ezri.blue said...

Sounds like the shit my brother went through when dealing with 3. His whole problem lasted almost 4 months with them, which convinced me to go prepaid all the way. Yay vodafone!

11:45 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

M, I'm not sure I'd like your job...or maybe I would. LOL

kT, I am working on my telepathy skills. I might get better results than using phones.

Ian, not sure if you got my second email this morning. Hope you're doing better now.

e, I was with Vodafone and I luuuuurved them. No contract, no ongoing rates, no minimum spend. I just paid for what I used, coz I'd been with them so long. Stupid Opt-arse (their new name from me) said they'd do a better deal. I'm now paying 3 times as much. Sooooo not happy! I wish I never changed! :-( T's gonna add me to his Telstra plan when I move. I don't like them either, but they have to be better than what I have now.

12:05 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Hang on - $218 TRILLION?? Even if it was used illegally, I cannot see how they could rack up $218 trillion in 3 months - not unless it was being used by NASA!

Yes I got the email. Thanks :)

1:25 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Musta been long distance calls. LOL

1:36 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Maybe someone was having an inter-galaxy relationship. Perth doesn't seem so far away now, does it :)

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Monday, April 10, 2006

Time cube

I was trying to think of a title to this post and I landed on this website. I read the first few lines ("The half of Earth seen from space, cannot exist without the opposite half not seen... existing as opposite values...") and thought it was interesting. After that my brain started to hurt.

Anyway, it has nothing to do with what I want to say. I think I need Ian's time machine. Not to go anywhere, but to stay in this space, or at least slow things down for a while.

Under normal circumstances, ten weeks would seem like a long time. When I consider that I'll be moving to the other side of the country in ten weeks, it's starting to look like no time at all. I don't operate well with too much time to think. I tend to think of all the things I have to do and see them all in one big snowball that's precariously sitting at the top of the mountain I'm about to climb. I don't want to get buried beneath its weight.

Somehow, I need to start separating all the things I need to do, and start doing them one by one. Right now, I don't know where to start. The mix of emotions I'm feeling is making me a little crazy.

Mostly, it's fear. Of what? I don't know. Just fear.

Flee. Freeze. Fight. I'm not going to flee. I am frozen. I want to fight. I don't know what to hit first.

I'm tired today.

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Blogger SJ said...

Ten weeks? That means you'll have moved while I'm out of the country. That means we only have 34 days left before we no longer live in the same city :(

4:23 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

I know! Not good! You'll just have to relocate to the west when you get back.

5:24 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Depending on how my vacation goes, I may be relocating a lot further away from Melbourne that that!

6:13 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

You prefer dodging tornadoes to our lovely weather? :-p

7:01 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

I don't think we've been able to call our weather 'lovely' for at least a month :)

8:01 pm  
Blogger grrltraveler said...

Can you make a list without getting overwhelmed with what's on the list? I find writing lists of what I need to do, then having the ability to cross things off is really helpful! But make the things on this list small things too, so that you finish a few! You'll be fine. You have a lot to do and it's only natural to stress about it but you will do it!!!!

hugs,
a

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Blogger monica said...

OMG, that site is scary. I think it took five minutes for my eyeballs to uncross.

Hang in there. You're a tough gal. We can freak out together. ;)

1:09 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

A, yep, the boy and I are going to sit down over the weekend and organise what exactly needs to be done. I've been meaning to do it for a while, but even that has just been daunting, kwim? Thanks for the hugs! I need 'em! :-)

Hey M, you know your move better go really smoothly or I'll panic even more about mine! Haha! Nothing like a bit more pressure on you! :-p

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I'm a bit slow sometimes.

I'd blame my sleepiness for this one, but I've had my drugs already today and this isn't just a 'today' thing. (Mind you, I'm about ready to take some more and it's only lunch time.)

Part of my job is to help teachers when they're having troubles with our database - if they can't find information, don't know how to enter information, something isn't working for them, etc... At certain times of the year, most teachers just get emails from me chastising them for not doing something on time - because when they don't do their work on time, it makes it harder for me to, so at those times, they don't often get emails from me when I'm being my usual charming, lighthearted self.

However, the rest of the time, I try to keep my emails light and friendly. I'll make jokes and sign my emails "E :-)", not with my full name and title etc. Being that formal is not really me anyway.

I've been helping one teacher on and off for a week or so, in person and over email. I sorted out what I think will be his last issue (hopefully) this morning.

Then I realised his name is Adam and that just weirded me out.

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Blogger SJ said...

Do you guys wear fig leaves when you're together? ;)

2:41 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Ooooh funny guy! :-p
You serious? In this weather? LOL

2:54 pm  
Blogger kT said...

Apples.

4:58 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

LOL kT!

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Sunday, April 09, 2006

Pass the tissues please, babe.

I mentioned to the boy that I watched Oliver Twist this afternoon. We talked about which version and who was in it, including Geoffr3y Rush and El!jah Wo0d. He hasn't seen any of the LOTR movies, because he's not into movies much and even less into science fiction type stuff. I suggest he should see them, and maybe he'll find he enjoys the LOTR movies.

My boy then tells me that he'd probably find himself unable to sit for so long, and would much rather watch a chick flick. Despite not being a movie watcher, I know he does like a good girl movie. Mind you, he did say he'd do work on the computer while I watched a movie. Being that that's not quite the point of it all, he's lucky that comment was made over the phone. It saved him from a poke in the ribs.

Anyway, I've come up with a short list of movies I might subject him to, including, but not limited to:

Serendipity
50 First Dates
Only You
The Notebook
Sense and Sensibility
My Best Friend's Wedding
Love Actually (although it did nothing for me)
Sliding Doors
A Walk to Remember

....and I'm going to get the whole series of Ghost Whisperer. That damn show always makes me cry. Just the type of stuff the boy should endure like.

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Blogger SJ said...

Oh man. Pass the sick bucket for those movies haha :)

Just so long as you're prepared to watch Boy Movies with him - you know, ones with guns and explosions and blood and naked women ;)

Proper movies, in other words haha :)

9:21 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Haha! The beauty of it, Ian, is that he's not into blood and guts movies either. I'm on a winner. :-p

9:35 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

Besides - don't try to pretend you don't like blood. You laughed like crazy during that movie where the Were-rabbit ate all those people ;)

6:45 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

And a mighty fine movie that was too. :-)

10:29 am  
Blogger kT said...

Amelie
The Princess Bride (it has swords! and creatures! and torture!)
Grosse Pointe Blanke (also with some guy bits -- like guns!)

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Saturday, April 08, 2006

Photo synthesis #2

Thank you to those who emailed me or left comments on their favourite pics for the photo competition I've entered. I didn't realise it'd be so hard to decide which ones to use. I could have picked a dozen. Entries close tomorrow night, then 6 finalists are chosen. After that, people get to vote on the winning photo. I hardly think I have even a remote chance, but stranger things have happened. Wait and see, I guess.

Here are links to the 5 I submitted.

Pic 1. This is the beach near Spiky Bridge on Tasmania's east coast.
Pic 2. Port Campbell, near the border of Victoria and SA.
Pic 3. Yanakie, Victoria, looking towards Wilson's Prom.
Pic 4. Fisheries Beach at Bremer Bay, WA.
Pic 5. Lake Burbury, near Queenstown, Tasmania.

Wish me luck!

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Blogger SJ said...

The first 2 are especially good :)

7:10 am  
Blogger Mia Goddess said...

Wow, hard to pick...probably number 2 and number 4 for me, though. Good luck!

8:12 am  
Blogger consise10 said...

Number five... heavenly. Where was that one taken ?

12:15 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Number 1 is my favourite, I think. I took two shots and it was just pure arse (er, luck) that one came out so well. The wave is a bit more crashed in the other shot.

Thanks for the feedback and luck guys. :-)

12:42 pm  
Blogger SJ said...

By the way, there's a cafe just to the left of that pic in Port Campbell, makes the worst burger I've ever had :(

Just a warning haha

1:41 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Ian, that was the day of my car accident. By the time we got to Port Campbell, it was around 9pm and we were starving, but nobody would make us food anywhere and they were all rude to us! Plus I needed petrol and it was 15c more than anywhere else. We were mighty unimpressed with the place. Ended up eating pringles and coke, or something as healthy as that, for dinner.

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Family - part 8

My mum called. Last week she'd told me that middle sister might be moving to Sydney at the end of the year, because her new boyfriend was being assigned there by the Navy. Those plans have changed. He's now being transferred to Fremantle....half an hour from where T lives in Perth. I don't know how I feel about it yet. I still haven't said anything to my family about me moving.

Next, she asked me if I had plans for the weekend. I said no. I should have known that was a loaded question. Youngest sister and her family are down here this weekend. They've known about it for a while, because they've organised to go out to dinner with my brother tonight (Sat) and lunch tomorrow. Mum says they really want to see me and I should ring my brother, because they were going to invite me to dinner. I didn't ring my brother. I don't see that I should be expected to call and invite myself along to dinner when they could have and should have called me, long before today, if they wanted to see me that badly.

My brother eventually rang just after 6pm and apologised for not remembering to call sooner. He asked if I wanted to meet them for dinner. I said no, it's short notice and youngest sister could have called prior to flying down here. He said they're all going out to lunch tomorrow and asked if I wanted to go. I said I'd let him know tomorrow. I'd rather scrub my floors.

I am not at all pleased that I'm expected to drop everything at the last minute to play happy families with people who aren't even courteous enough to let me know they'd be here in advance. I'm not pleased that my mother was the one to tell me. This was not a last minute thing. They won the trip in a competition. It's also not the first time they've come down and I've either not known, or they haven't contacted me.

To be honest, I'd rather they didn't contact me and I'd rather I wasn't invited out. I haven't seen youngest sister in years and she's never picked up the phone to call. I don't know her anymore and she has no clue about me or my life or who I am, other than what mum passes along second hand.

I am not ready to say what I need to say to everyone. I know I need to do it soon.

The third gem was when mum was telling me about an evening out that she'd had with her friends. They went to see a choral group....one I'd auditioned for and was accepted into while I still lived at home. I moved to Sydney to be with my boyfriend instead. I was 17. I didn't know better... Apparently she sat there and was sad because, "that could have been you up there". Gee, thanks for making me feel good.

I'm tired, narky and haven't taken my drugs today. T got a punctured tyre in the middle of nowhere and almost stepped on a snake today. I'm looking forward to going to bed.

And someone needs to buy my weather pixie a coat.

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Blogger SJ said...

So how you going to break the news about the move west? You just going to come out and say "oh by the way this is what I'm doing, get over it?" or do you plan a more tactful ease into the news?

1:44 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Yeah, that's pretty much how I'll say it. The more time people have to think about it before it happens, the more time they'll have to try to make me feel bad about it. It's stressful enough without that.

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Friday, April 07, 2006

Pixie-lated

I think my weather pixie is a little confused.

At 9.30pm the other night (don't ask me why it says 8.30pm), it was damn cold...icy...and she's wearing a napkin for a top, and her feet are practically bare. She's doing marginally better now, at 5.30pm, but seriously, put a jacket on already!

Maybe she's an alien and can't feel the cold?
Hmmm...on second thoughts, I'd say she's a teenager, choosing fashion over warmth.

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Blogger SJ said...

She's hot, whoever she is. Do you have her number? ;)

5:55 pm  
Blogger kT said...

Like the eedjits we have out here who tromp around in pajama bottoms during blizzards.

The best, though? The parkas over prom dresses. Ha!

4:52 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Ian, her name is Dollz: Blonde. She's not really the talkative type, but I'm sure you don't mind that. :-p

kT, there ain't nothing sexier.hehe

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Thursday, April 06, 2006

Fat chance of that!

Women tend to put on weight and eat more unhealthily when they move in with a boyfriend, a study suggests.

But Newcastle University dieticians said, in a review of seven studies, that men seemed to become more healthy after they began co-habiting. more...


T cooks. Real meals. Healthy stuff. I don't. Cooking irritates me. Toast is on my dinner menu more often than it should be. I think, I am hoping, the reverse of the above will apply to us. He'll be doing the majority of the cooking and I'll clean. We've agreed to that.

There is no way I'm gonna let myself become a fatty boombah when I move in. How would I ever get myself into that wedding dress Ian and Monica suggest I'm gonna need sometime soon? Haha!!! I crack myself up sometimes... :-p

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Blogger kT said...

I ate healthier the last time I was seriously dating someone because we cooked together (did NOT live together). When you're eating with someone, it seems more pathetic to eat cereal or tater tots for dinner. When you're alone, who cares?

4:10 am  
Blogger E in Oz said...

Hey, kT, I haven't heard you mention dino boy in a while. News? Did something happen while I was away with T?

3:15 pm  
Blogger kT said...

Eh, there was some miscommunication and some backing off, but we're seeing each other still. Three steps forward, four steps back.
Thanks for asking, though!

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It ain't in the fine print....a consumer rant

I hate my phone company. Hate.Hate.Hate. And I don't hate many things.

I had a really good mobile provider - good service, good rates, simple bills and you could do everything on their website, including sending text messages, seeing your call costs/bill amounts in real time. I'd been with them for a while and I was happy. The only problem was that there were some places I went where I needed coverage and couldn't get it. An inconvenience, but not a huge deal.

My landline provider was ok too, but when I started making more long distance calls, I thought I should see if they could do me a better deal overall. I signed up for a package deal mid December, that included my landline and mobile. It looked really good.

Issue #1.
When I got my first bills, they'd charged for calls I'd made after I signed up, which were supposed to be free. They said my contract started when their billing period started. I said, no, my contract started when I signed up, so I'm not paying for those calls. "That should have been explained to you when you signed up." It wasn't. I'm not paying. They said fine.

Issue #2.
In my first landline bill, there were charges for calls back in September/October. I was pissed. I get billed monthly. They said it can take up to 6 weeks for the call details to come through to them. Mind you, it doesn't take them 6 weeks to work out the bill!

Issue #3.
I get a massive bill (around $400) between Christmas and New Year. It includes installation fees from September and calls from November/December before my contract started. Why'd it take so long? It can take the line provider that long to pass on the information. Um, if they've been billing me since September, surely they can tell the phone is on and working??? I tell them they can wait a while for their money since they don't need it so bad, considering they took so long to get around to billing me.

Issue #4.
Call charges that I've been told would be removed, appear on my next mobile bill. I call to find out why. They say I have a zero balance according to their computers and to ignore it. Their computer says I owe nothing, but it prints a bill that says I do???

Issue #5.
Their offer states that you get $120 worth of included calls on both the landline and the mobile each month. That's $120 credit, right? Nope. It's $120 minus GST. Nowhere on their website, or in the paraphernalia I was sent when I signed up, does it say that. I say to the last guy I spoke with, "Do you see how that's false advertising? You guys charge us, then add GST, but when you're giving us a deduction, you include the GST, therefore making the deduction less. You're ripping people off." He says he can see my point. I also spent 45 minutes on the phone with this guy, in which he (and his supervisor) couldn't adequately explain to me how they reached the amount owing on my last bill.

Issue #6.
I ask the same guy why I'm being charged full rates on my long distance calls, when the whole point of signing up with them (prior to the new contract) was for the cheap rates I'd get. He says I lost those rates when I started the new contract. "They should have told you that when you signed up." They didn't.

I have read all the documentation they sent me when I signed up, and all their terms and conditions online.

* It does not specifically say that the rates I was on would not continue to apply on the new contract.

* It does not say the amount to be credited includes GST and is therefore less than what customers would assume it to be.

* In one brochure I was sent when I signed up, beside the specified long distance rates, it states separately, "choose your long distance plan". (Their website does not say this.) I am taking this to mean I should/could have kept my original call rates on my landline.

So....this little black duck is about to go to war with the phone company!

Their motto is "Yes". Let's see how agreeable they are when I say I'm not paying the extra charges, because I was mislead.

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Wednesday, April 05, 2006

Snow? Here? Already?

It was warm last week! What happened? We obviously had to sacrifice our heat to get that hour back over the weekend.

City braces for winter blast

Melbourne is set to get an early taste of winter, with a cold front from the Antarctic due to hit the city this afternoon.

Weather bureau duty forecaster Stuart Coombs said the front, which was moving over Portland in the state's south-west, would hit Melbourne early this afternoon, bringing cold and squally west-to-south-westerly winds, showers and local hail and thunder.

...continued.

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Blogger kT said...

And we FINALLY have something like spring! Glad to know where the snow went....

4:03 am  
Blogger ezri.blue said...

We apparently got a mini tornado up here in Woodridge the other day, and some guy got snapped by lightning.

It's been so unseasonably warm the last couple of days, I've actually had to turn on the aircon. (I got aircon!!) And of course then, the area surrounding mine had thunderstorms and hail the size of the 20c coin...We, as usual, got none of that. Just a bit of thunder, a bit of lightning and some bird piss you could hardly classify as rain.

Ho hum.

7:37 am  
Blogger SJ said...

I was bollock freezing last night by the way :(

1:25 pm  
Blogger E in Oz said...

kT, you can keep your snow!

E, "some bird piss you could hardly classify as rain" made me laugh out loud!

Ian, I hear ya! My electric blanket was working overtime to keep me warm last night!

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Appreciation

T does a lot for me. Not big things. Not extravagant things. Just little things, consistently. For me, it's the little things that add up over time and mean more than one big proclamation of (whatever).

If you're at all au fait with the 5 love languages, mine are words of affirmation and physical touch - yes, I have two. (Hardly surprising when you consider my childhood, really.) T hasn't read much of the book yet, but he already does a lot of the things I need. His 'languages', IMO anyway, are the same as mine, so fullfilling my needs comes fairly naturally to him.

Since he's so far away most of the time, I rely a lot on the things he says to me. The problem with having words of affirmation as my primary language, is that negative words are equally (if not moreso) as detrimental to me, as positive words are elevating.

Thankfully, the positive has always more than outweighed the negative, and so it should, in any relationship or other situation.

Others may not get the same kick from the things he gives me as I do, but I do, and really, the fact that he's thought about me and given me something that is very 'him', is what impresses me most. I love that the first thing he gave me was rocks. I love that he found me a piece of sandalwood when he was out the back of whoop-whoop, and bought me a swiss army knife to carve it with. I know the significance of him giving me flowers, and that means more to me than the flowers themselves. I give him credit for having the nerve to shop for a top for me, knowing what I'm like when it comes to shopping. It makes him feel good to make me a cup of tea first thing in the morning, when we're together. It makes me feel cared for. He's thoughtful, without having to think about it.

Nevertheless, it's words that mean the most to me, so I thought I'd share just a few. I know I don't normally post the more personal things about us here, but the boy deserves public recognition every now and then.

This is right. I want you in my life. I have no doubts. I want you to be over here with me. I love you so dearly. I would give the world to you if I could.....

You make me happy and make me want to be my best...

I love you baby and am always here for you....kiss you my special sweet pea...

Morning babe... Hope you had a good sleep and have a good day. I love you sweet pea lots and lots...

Because one was never going to be enough...
Love you. X [emailed with a photo of some flowers]


Little things. Big impact. How could a girl not feel special? :-)

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Blogger Soum said...

yyou know its just awesome.. te stuff u ve written under this appreciation title is sooo amazing..
u know life will feel blissful if only ppl appreciated all te small beautiful and more important things!!!!!

2:20 pm  
Blogger RisibleGirl said...

Well, I gotta say- he's a keeper!

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Blogger kT said...

He pays attention to what you want and need. And that says more than anything else in the world about him!

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Anonymous Anonymous said...

What a fabulous guy you've found there! It's so hard to find people that really "get" us, and how much easier is it to be happy once we're "gotten", ya know?

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Blogger E in Oz said...

Soum, thanks for commenting.

And I agree with all of you....he's pretty good. :-)

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Monday, April 03, 2006

Deflated

I know I get to choose my mood. Right now, I'm feeling pretty deflated. I got the guts up today to start contacting employment agencies in Perth. I've sent out a few emails, with as much information as I could, hoping to get some feedback/advice, so I'm semi-prepared when I get there.

I got my first response back not long after I sent the email. I knew that wouldn't be a good thing. I don't know what part of "I'd like to move away from ..... IT" the woman didn't get, but this was the response:

"...Whilst we occasionally receive an IT requirement from our clients, they are not very common. You may be more successful in registering with some of the specialist IT agencies..."

How the hell am I supposed to get anywhere if people aren't even going to freakin' read what I say? I said I didn't want an IT job!

I needed something positive. I needed to get some kind of guidance, not a brush off. I know it's only the first response, but the job bit of moving is the only bit that's really causing me great stress. I'm not sure why, but it is. Ok, I do know why. I want to know I'll be financially sound, because I do not want to rely on T at all. The thought of it makes me ill.

I just hope one of these places says they're willing to help me out before I get there, and actually pays attention to what I say/want. That can't be too much to ask.

I'm not sure if I want to email that woman back and tell her she didn't read what I said, and ask again for the information I requested. Part of me thinks that if they can't pay attention to an initial email, they're not going to put much attention into me.

I want to feel good about all of this. I know it's only one idiot. I wish it wasn't the first reply I got.

I'm so pissed off.

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Blogger SJ said...

Sadly, from experience I have learned that no one takes you seriously until you are there. You may have to wait until you get to Perth to find work - but then it may come quickly

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Blogger E in Oz said...

Yeah, I know. That's the bit that sucks. It's how I ended up here originally, instead of Perth...I got a job down here...but I interviewed and got the job in Brisbane without anyone I was going to work for/with ever meeting me. LOL

I got one positive response so far from a lady who said my skills were transferrable to the oil/gas/mining companies, which is where I'd like to work, so it's a start.

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Blogger Mrs. Ca said...

Looking for a new job is rough. My husband has had plenty of troubles with this and it is easy to get depressed. All the advice I can offer is to just keep with it and it will pay off in the end. Good luck, and I hope you find something you truly love!

2:49 am  
Blogger kT said...

When I was looking for jobs, I was searching the entire country. There was a LOT of rejection and much of it was done by ignoring my requests for information. HR directors should know better. They should understand that they are dealing with people. But they don't. So try not to take it personally, because they aren't taking you personally.

4:04 am  
Blogger Gary said...

Hope you find your IT job. (Just kidding).I really do hope things work out well. You seem like a nice person.

Gary in Texas

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Blogger E in Oz said...

kT, yeah I was having a bad day on Monday, but I had an Al-anon meeting Monday night, so I got the reality check I needed. I just wanted someone to be nice to me. LOL

Gary, thanks....and nice to see you again. :-)

Mrs Ca, thanks for commenting and thanks for the luck. :-)

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Sunday, April 02, 2006

Seeing isn't believing...or is it?

I'm not sure where I'm headed with this thought process. I know what I want to say, I think. Trying to get it out in words that make sense outside of my head, might be the difficult part.

It's fairly common knowledge that people see what they want to see and don't often admit that what they're seeing isn't what they want, or isn't healthy to them, until they have absolutely no option but to admit it.

Hope is a powerful force. The smallest amount can be the biggest influence in a situation. A sliver of light that can shine so bright, that the ugliness of all that surrounds it can't be seen. It can make a person lost in the jungle hold on that extra day till they're rescued. It can make a cheater's partner stay, because he said he'd change.

But what is it that makes that light fade? Does the situation have to repeat itself just one last time? Does the person resign themselves to the situation, because they lose the energy to fight it? Or do they finally see that the hope is the strength inside of them, and that the light they thought was hope, was the situation reflecting that strength within...showing it to them... all along?

I think that until a person realises that the light of hope outside of them, therefore unable to be controlled by them, is really the strength within themselves, and that they hold the power over the situation, they'll remain.

I've done it. Everyone's done it, in one way or another. It's hard to watch someone doing it. Especially when you've done it yourself and you know how the story ends.

Along similar lines, but unrelated to all the above, is peoples' interpretations of what they see, hear and read. I saw an interview with J@mes B!lunt a couple of weeks ago. The interviewer was asking him about his song, G0odbye My L0ver, and queried which partner had left. He said that's the idea. It could be either one. People put their own take on lyrics and relate to them in their own ways. By not spelling out who actually left whom, he's able to have people hear it from whatever position they're in at that time. Smart, if you ask me, when it's your business to make people feel.

T wrote me a concerned email not long ago. I'd written some poetry a while back that he'd only just read. One was simply a thought process I'd had, that literally took me a few minutes to put down in poem form. The other was a combination of a few different peoples' issues and my thoughts on what their thoughts might have been. However, T thought I had been writing about him and he was worried that I had concerns I was keeping from him.

After I assured him there was nothing for him to worry about, and that other people had related to what I'd written, I was pleased...on a level. I'd achieved what I set out to do when I write...to make different people feel like the words were about them, or for them.

It's not something that can be forced, because contrived words rarely reach deep inside a person, or if they do, they don't stay there long. I don't write for anyone. I write spontaneously, impulsively. I find it difficult to write on demand about a specific topic. I've learnt the hard way to carry a notebook with me wherever I go, because if I don't put a thought down as soon as I can, I won't get it back in the same way some time later.

T said it's, "...as if there is a part of you that I don't get to see that might have a different take on things. Almost like there are two of you." I understand that, because sometimes I don't feel like me when I write. I don't know where it comes from. I don't think there are two of me, but some things definitely come from a different part of me that is separate from the 'me' I show the world.

But if people can feel and relate to what comes from there, then I know that what I'm doing is right, and it's what I'm supposed to do. I don't think you can get much better than that.

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Blogger RisibleGirl said...

Yup.... I can relate.

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I need to get rich

I realised today that I need more money. Ok, it's not the first time that anyone's ever said they need more money, and not the first time the thought ever crossed my mind, but today I had a conversation with myself about it.

I've reached a point where I want to do things, go places, see things, buy things I like, and it's frustrating me that I've gotten to this point...and I can't do those things. Not all of them, and not right now. But when? And how?

I don't know whether I'm depressed, or inspired, or both. I think I need to start a paper round.

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Blogger SJ said...

I hear you. I've lost count of the number of times I've thought to mysled "man, I should just be able to buy what I want to at this point in my life!"

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Blogger E in Oz said...

Hi MDW, thanks for dropping by. Now I gotta add that to my list too - dinner at a celeb chef's restaurant. hehe.

Ian, I think you're a little like me in some ways ('cept that you're ahead of me coz you don't have a credit card lol)....you don't (seem to) have a lot of 'things'. But then, you've led an interesting life, you've travelled, and are about to again, you've been cool places and done some cool stuff. In some ways, that's better than having a bunch of 'things', isn't it? Still, I agree with your comment.

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Blogger kT said...

I got rich enough (ha!!) to buy my house. Now all my money goes into that. I believe than in adult-speak, we're supposed to call that "an investment." But I'd still like to be able to afford travel, too.

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A nail in the coffin of health

For someone who is so anti-shopping, I've spent a huge amount of time in shops and shopping centres lately. I was back at my local shopping centre today sorting out, once and for all, the crystal glass saga that's been ongoing for seemingly ages. My mum said that now it's sorted and I've put money down on the damn things that the place will burn down now. Way to go for positive thinking, huh!

I was in a part of the centre I don't usually have a need to be in, and passed a nail salon. Those women wear masks so they can put all that poisonous crap on peoples' hands. The customers weren't wearing masks though. That doesn't quite compute with me. Nor does it make sense to me that, if the stuff you're putting on your hands is that toxic, why you'd do it in the first place. Noxious fumes can't be the only issue when you're dealing with all those chemicals. And they pay money to have it done.

Then again, people still buy cigarettes too...

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