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Who knows...it might be a book one day, or maybe it'll just be my own personal therapy sessions. Time will undoubtedly tell. My life. My thoughts. kalliope72.blogspot.com
Let's open a cafe together, Eve...
Because we both know, Melbourne just doesn't have enough cafe's :)
Sorry, I didn't see your post until now.
05/27/04: "Meant to sign before. Good job, Eve, and thanks for your continual support and presence. Luv ya!"
04/24/04: "Loved the poem, Eve!"
04/04/04: "Great site, Eve, keeps getting better!"
04/02/04: "Eve, what a GREAT job you've done!"
04/01/04: "Wow, Eve, you did a great job on the website! Love you!!"
03/12/04: "Eve...the site looks great! Excellent work!"
Just a random sampling. hugs...I can't empathize because my line of work is so different to apply for, but I sympathize.
What sort of work do you do? I work in recruitment and might have some contacts....
Sounds to me like you were actually abducted by aliens on the way to the doc. It'll be the anal probe next time...
Ummmm, we could be soul-twins right now. I kept saying "yep", "yep", and "yep" along with everything you said (except for the cars.. heh)
I have my suspicions as to why I'm this way, and it has to do with revealing too much of my "broken" past with hubby back in December. Because that seems to be when all of this emotional behavior (on my part) started. Of course, there have been other factors going on to add to my emotions but I think that might be it bottom line. I maintain pretty well, and he has NO idea what is bubbling under the surface because I've been really good about keeping it in.
I made an appointment for Monday with a therapist. I refuse to let my past ruin a relationship with a wonderful man. Hopefully, it'll be a quick fix since I've already dealt with my issues before. ;)
I hope you get to the bottom of what's going on with you girly-girl.
xoxo
"They" have a lot to answer for...
And they're all out to get us...
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You should MOST DEFINITELY report the sewage smells and log when they occur, etc.
That is serious stuff... I forget what kind of gas it is that sewage gives off, but in higher concentrations you can't smell it... and that's where it hits the toxic level.
Sad, but true- living conditions on a ship would be considered inadequate in one of our prisons (in terms of overcrowding, # hrs work, etc). But if there's a sewage smell anywhere on a ship, we get everyone out of there, pronto, even if it means pulling people out of the rack.
Yeah, with that garb you plan to wear, I think I'd refer to you as Mata Hari.
;)
Well, there's the obvious- Dawn. Haha. Uhhh, yeah...
There was someone in my most recent class named, Esmay, which means "esteem" and "to love." I thought it was an unusual but very pretty name... if you wanted to stick with the initial.
Names with similar meaning to your own (according to iVillage): Asha, Guylaine, Liv, Vivi... hmmmm.
Well, I did a blogthings name generator, and it gave you the name of Mary Muffmuncher.
Ok, ok, it was a porn star name generator. lol
How about Harriet Potter...?
Don't even get me started.
Oh, go on cnfg - get started...!
Did you see she posted it on several different boards?
I had a lovely response for one where she hadn't had any yet almost finished (mostly you are not a victim here and yes he asked you to be a stepmother and mother, that's what you signed up for when you married a man with kids and you get what you give and you're not giving love) when my browser shut down, and I just couldn't read her hate another time to try and recreate it.
sigh.
How on earth do you find these things on various boards? Holy cow, there are like, hundreds of boards!!
But this lady just goes to show you that any jackass can bring children into this world. He should comp her the $130 she wants and tell her to get her fat ass out of his kids' house. I feel sorry for this guy. What a monster.
lol cnfg...I think they advertise that there are "over 1600" boards. Some of the other channels have pages full of them.
When I was a teen-ager in therapy, and I wanted to avoid getting into things too deeply with therapists I didn't really click with, I always said "of course I love him, he's my dad. I just don't like him very much as a person."
In the years since, I've allowed myself to admit the truth...I don't love him because it's not automatic for me to love. I don't respect him, I don't like him, I don't trust him, and I don't know him, so what is there for me to love? The poor way he treats me?
Fortunately, B understands and supports my feelings, and I no longer feel guilty about it. I share this not to take attention away from your post, but to say that I hope you don't allow yourself to feel guilty about it either.
I think you should feel good abt having a family relationship, and mostly about the new family relationship that you're building with C and A.
hugs! (glad you're posting again)
I like that, Eve. Seems very courageous to put your history out on the table like that, though I suppose that's what a weblog is for anyway.
Wow, you found my article already? lol! Thanks Ben. :-)
Very interesting...
But don't all blondes have Preggo Brain...? ;)
Very cool, there, Missy!
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You know, if you're not careful, I'll switch you to the 'on hiatus' category ;)
xo
R
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