I'd have updated earlier in the week, but blogger tagged my blog as spam and I had to contact them within a certain time frame or they were going to delete my entire blog. Yes, I was impressed! While they were considering if I was real, or a robot, they wouldn't let me post. But...moving on...
I'm in my new place and I only have two boxes left of 'stuff' to unpack. It's things that don't really have a place, or I can't find room for. I've also realised I have far more books than I had noticed previously. I'm not sure why that is, but it means I have to invest, at some stage soon, in a rather large, additional bookcase. At least now I have the space for one.
Living with my bro-in-law has been good so far. My sister thinks all his military stuff that he's received and/or collected over the years is just stuff to collect dust. I think it's all very cool, including a framed collection of knots that now has prime position in our place when previously it was banned from being shown. Yes, go on, laugh if you will, but I love the thinking and skill involved in making them. The combination of my very large tv, my collection of military books/dvds and other guy interest stuff, as well as the fact that I'll sit down and watch football apparently makes me prime girlfriend material. All I have to do now is find a guy. :p
The flip side of all that is that I get to spend every second weekend home alone, while he goes to visit my sister interstate. And those are/will be my girl weekends.
I'm no longer working in the place they keep people in cold storage and I miss it already. The CEO of the organisation and the State C.o.r0n3r want me to go back at some stage, which is really nice to know. The guy who can make that decision knows what terms I'll go back there on, so I'm hoping to hear from him soon. In the meantime, I'm working for an IT r3cruit1ng company. Corporate is sooo different from government! I'm working my butt off for the first time in 8 months. As much as I enjoy it and the people are nice, it's so not what I want to do and I can't wait till the balance of office hours vs personal training hours shifts in the other direction.
Speaking of which, I'm finally being officially assessed by the head of the PT franchise I'm working for on Thursday. Yes, I have an assessment on my birthday. Oh well, bring it on! It shouldn't be difficult, but I really don't like being critiqued like that. It's bad enough the nights I co-teach with the other trainer, but having them both watch will be kinda annoying. Still, I'm looking forward to it, because it means more opportunities and more money and those are both good things.
Strangely, and thankfully, my current boss is really supportive of my desire to do PT full time. So much so that he's keen for me to take the staff for morning group classes if there are enough interested people. He's also given me permission to do whatever research and planning I need to while I'm at work (in the minimal free time I have!), so that I can try to have enough clients by the time I leave this job (mid Sept) that I won't need very many office hours at all.
I've been without much internet access for a while now and I no longer have a land line at home, because trying to get that connected was a ridiculous debacle of extreme proportions. My new intenet access is intermittent, because we're in an area that's very hilly and has lots of trees. We're coming to realise technology does not like our house, but that's ok. I have all those books to read!
Ah, what else has happened? Oh, my niece is now out of hospital, but has been wearing a heart monitor to see what's going on. She had a bad kidney problem and the antibiotics she had to take for that have made her heart issues worse. Hopefully, we'll know in a few days what the full story is. She's said she hopes she and her girls can come here for my brother's wedding in November, but I'm not getting excited about that till I know it's definite. There are a lot of things that could go wrong between now and then. I would love to see her!
I'm sure there's plenty more I've forgotten, oh, including my crazy ex housemate, but that will have to wait. Sleep beckons.
6 Comments:
I can tell you to keep going, and I can tell you you will eventually be doing something you love and are good at - all of which is true. But being honest, I will also tell you that it is unlikely you will ever be able to survive financially doing only this job alone; you will always need another job to pay base expenses, because this line of work is just too unstable. I am pretty much down to the last of my savings now: I have been making a loss every week now since April. So - it's fun, and it's enjoyable, but it's not something we're ever going to make money with.
I will. One day. I know how many clients I need and how many hours I need to work to make the money I want to make. I won't be doing it working for somebody else, that's for sure.
It's not going to happen in a hurry and I'm content to be doing other stuff at the same time, but I'm considering it the planning/laying the foundation stage.
Dunno that it'll make sense---but I have that someone who tells me to keep going. And you know what-it doesn't make or break me. It's still me--deciding, choosing, opting to do or do not do.
I love himself dearly, but he doesn't make or break it for me. His voice is nice to have, but not required.
k.....that only makes sense to me and makes it sound like his presence isn't pertinent.....
*sigh*
You can and will end up where you're suppose to be.
Heck, you're already there.
Well, I hope you do. Just remember I know everything you do, but if people won't pay, people won't pay. Anyway, who know, you might be lucky.
I agree with Mel, even with someone telling you it's going to be alright or helping clarify what you need, in the end it is still you that makes the decision and walks the mile. I think it can get exhausting getting there and having someone there to share the burden does it make it easier so I understand that!
As far as making it work, this career path you've chosen - if you can make it work for you, great! The best thing is that you have experience in something else if you need temp work, if the ebb and flow of this position ebbs more than it flows occasionally. I guarantee if you go out on your own and charge a bit less than most, you might even be able to keep it up. I know $65/hour an hour here is a bit much for the average person to include in their income but if it was $35, I might consider it! :)
Good luck! You will get there!
anne
*hugs*
Hope this coming week goes smoother.
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