Tis the season

...to go psycho...!

You know, for two people who are practical and logical, C and I are also damn emotional..and we're thinkers. This means when it comes to making some decisions, we'll find the best, most logical answer straight away...then analyse the emotional side of it till the cows come home and the issue remains unresolved. Yes, we had the talk about moving in. No, we didn't make a decision. Two more weeks. We have to decide before then.

I had a strange thought yesterday afternoon. We met at a toy store after he finished work, so he could get some things for his family and friends' kids (for a single gal with no kids, I've been into an extraordinary number of toy stores recently!). Now, I always rush off into the future in my head, so that's nothing new, but the thought that occured to me was very new. What if C and I ever got married? I'd be A's step mother. What a freakin' bizarre, mind blowing concept that would be!! Of course, I didn't say anything, because hey, I don't wanna be making us both nervous right about now. But holy cow! Oh, I shouldn't think so much!

Anyway, I probably won't be back on deck till maybe Monday some time, depending how things go. Tomorrow is going to be crazy busy, then I'll be driving to C's sister's place on Christmas day while he goes to pick up A. Yes, this means I'll be spending some time on Christmas day with his family - without him. Eeep! Oh well, nothing like jumping in the deep end!

So, I hope you all have a very happy and safe Christmas. Be good, ok!


Merry Christmas everybody!