Monday, July 18, 2005

Shadows

It appears everything I thought I had, I didn't.

I feel as though I've been taken for a ride I didn't even know I was on.

The downside of opening yourself up and letting yourself be vulnerable is....well, you leave yourself vulnerable.

I'm in so many difference pieces right now, I don't think I'll be able to put myself back together the same.

4 Comments:

Blogger RisibleGirl said...

Honey, you WILL be able to put yourself back together. I know it, because I have. I'm not trying to diminish what you're going through right now by saying that. But you and I are cut from the same cloth in many ways.

We can thank God, or the Universe, or whatever you believe in that we were born with such strong spirits.

There is a purpose for this, and I know you know that. You are strong and you will make it though this. When you're on the other side, you'll understand why this happened.

My heart is with you right now. xoxoxo

1:21 pm  
Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm sorry you're going though a hard time, E. Sending love and hugs your way. -S

1:11 am  
Blogger Mia Goddess said...

No, not the same...different. But allow for the possibility at least that different could also be better. Whatever is going on, I hope you have plenty of "real" people around for hugs, and know that at least [this] virtual person is thinking of you and wishing you well.
Mia

8:05 am  
Blogger monica said...

Hey, the reason why things seemed the way they did at the time is because that's how they were at the time, not because you duped yourself into thinking it.

He knew how you saw things and he encouraged you to trust him, open up to him, all that stuff... and when it was his turn, HIS heart wasn't big enough and HIS soul wasn't brave enough. There was no way for you to know that ahead of time.

To paraphrase one of my son's favorite movies, "He has been tested, measured, and found wanting." And it sucks, because he was so good in so many ways!

I'll be up on yahoo if you feel like talking. We can talk about other stuff too, if you'd prefer.

9:46 am  

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