Pieces of the puzzle

A number of things seem to have turned around for me, in a positive way, in the last two or three weeks. I've gone through some crazy mood swings, but on the whole my body feels better than it has in a while. I don't feel so tired - haven't had my drugs in a couple of weeks!! - and I'm feeling more normal....whatever normal is. For the most part, I'm sleeping better too, and that is more than I could have hoped for a few weeks ago.

But I do have to admit that one piece of the puzzle that's now missing makes me feel like I was almost there and now I don't know where there is anymore. It's T's birthday today, so I called him and we spoke for a bit over an hour. It was a difficult conversation, but I'm glad I called.